epic...

i have no freaking idea whats going on anymore..someone knock some sense into me..

FUCK U!

YES U HEARD ME(or see it)
FUCK U!

acting all high n mighty..know-it-all
FUCK U!

well..kudos to u, u educated bastard...
FUCK U!

wanna pick a fight?
FUCK U!

i'm always ready to give u an ass whopping
FUCK U!

u know who u are..
FUCK U!


Oh and before i forget..

FUCK U!!!!!!!!!

=D

i just noticed that my life's a mess...=D....hahaha...pathetic attempt to keep my blog alive..oh well..XP

on hiatus till i get the mojo till blog..probably never though..XD

I love you.

When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you now. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I don't know if I will be able to give back all that you have given me.

I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.

I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you for all eternity. I love you PY.

GRAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

GAAAAAAAAAH!!!!GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!GUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




Im bored...=/

im glad u came into my life..

To Claire,

The moment u stepped in to my life..that was the turning point..u changed me..u made me feel love once more..u complete me..i love u...Claire

To the curious readers(if any1 actually reads dis god forsaken blog)..introducing..my baby..my darling..my sweetheart..my one true love...claire!!















GAHAHAHAHAHHA!!dun worry i still love u py..XP

lifeless...

Seems to me everyone's started college ady..so what the fuck am i supposed to do the whole day..hahaha..out of boredom i booked a first world hotel room on wednesday to stay a night there..ALONE....gahahaha....fuck i just noticed im fucking lifeless...

It's Official

Im a business student in taylor's...lol..but now i gotta wait till august for the bloody orientation...ahahahaha...sian..=.=

i saw kumar

i saw kumar the other day...

there..happy?i updated ady la bloody kumar~

fun fact..=D

did u know nicholas tze and cecilia cheung's son's name is jun hin..=D..hahahaha..go google it~!

tagged by audrey,samantha and kylie..=.=""

1. Besides your lips, where is the the favourite spot to get kissed?
- cheek?=D

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
- felt like killin my sis for waking me up

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
- My college mates in the kitchen

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- Definitely not..i aint spoiled..I AINT!!!

5. Will you ever donate blood?
- yeah...but im afraid of pointy stuff....ahahaha

6. Have you ever had a best friend who is of the opposite sex?
- yeah..i guess

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
- die motherfucker die...

8. What does your last text message says?
- y so cool?

9. What are you thinking right now?
- College stuff

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
- yuri?yoona?sunny?taeyeon?sooyoung?hyoyeon?sohyeon?jessica?tiffany?=D

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
- 3++

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
- not wearing one~~

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- yuri?yoona?sunny?taeyeon?sooyoung?hyoyeon?sohyeon?jessica?tiffany?=D..ngekeke

14. Who was the last person to text you?
- hui ying

the chosen 10 :
1. Fei Sin
2. Amanda Chong
3. Kye Lin
4. Weng Cheok
5. Audrey
6. Samantha
7. Park Leng
8. Eunice
9. Vicky
10. Kavin

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
A cat?=))

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Female........shark...=D

17. If no.1 and no.7 get together, would it be good?
god...i'd love to see tat happen..XP

18. What is no.1 studying?
mass comm at god knows where

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
i duno~make it specific..!

20. Is no.4 single?
yeah..go get em while he's hot~

21. Say something about no.2
here kitty kitty~~

22. What do you think of no.3 and no.6 being together?
LOL!!!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA....ben'd dominate them 2..XP

23. Describe no.9
M.U got thrashed~~gahahahaha..dun kill me dude

24. What will you do it no.6 and no.7 fight?
Grab some soda n popcorn n watch..=))

25. Do you like no.8?
yeah..babi u~XP

decisions decisions....=/

Dad bombarded me with questions on whether i really want to continue studying culinary arts..he was the one who suggested i join this course in the 1st place and now he ask me to consider studying something else...=.=

He said tat he's worried i cant take the long hours of work n harsh mental n physical torture the kitchen is gonna inflict on me..so...ergh...have to decide whether i wana continue on with this course or stop this course by term 2..which is..on june..n start form 6 or bussiness course..or probably psychology or..or..something....need help......any psychologists free for a counseling session?=)

=)

finally got over the the loss of boi...=)

your soulmate is yoona!



youre a bright light in the night! 1)you are a very interesting and amazing person.youre very energetic and you know how to hide your feelings. 2)your smile brightens everyone's day and youre very helpful. 3)u can be very talented and you can never go wrong in fornt of people although youre quite shy. you could be close with yoona...


http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/8449468/which-snsd-could-be-ur-soulmate

go do this quiz and see who ur soul snsd mate is..hahahahaha

Rest in peace..boi chin...u will always be remembered

I've been crying.Yes ur eyes arent lying to u.I'VE BEEN CRYING THROUGH THE NIGHT.I went to the vet alone yesterday to check on boi..and...his situation...is just....pitiful.Just seeing him as weak as this..he doesn't have energy to even stand..

Today had started as a pretty good day..woke up..went to midvalley with friends..had lunch..catched a horror movie...screamed alot throughout the movie..on the way home..i called my dad...and...he told me something that i never thought would happen so soon.."Boi's dead..."
Boi?
It took me a minute to have the thought sink into my brain...
Boi.
My dog..my loveable..loyal and very lazy labrador that came into our lives in a sudden and never left us ever since..until now..
I blinked in disbelief.
"What?" I mumbled, sinking into my chair.
"Boi is dead." Dad repeated..

I remember when boi first came into our lives.1 of our dogs just passed away in the vet and the doctor offered boi for adoption..boi was abandoned by his previous owner..we took him home though our parents doubt he'll be obedient...boi proved them wrong and soon my parents loved him more than ever...he was the best dog we could ever wish for..



I used to always sit on him(dun worry he wasnt squashed by my weight..)..play with him..talk to him..but after awhile..i just stopped spending time with boi..i regret spending more time using the computer rather than spending time with boi..I knew he was old...almost 5 years old...yet i diddn't expect him to be so near to death so soon..



I miss the times he would just sit beside me and look at me with pitiful eyes whenever i eat my breakfast on the table outside..I miss hugging him when i feel down..I miss patting his head and just watch his tail wag lazily..I miss ordering him to do tricks and have him ignore me..I miss talking to him while he was sleeping..I miss the times when i would just take any food i can find and literally make him beg for the food..I miss the times i have to chase after him whenever he ran out of the house..I miss hauling his ass back into the house after chasing him..I miss listening to his whimpers and howls everytime it rains..I miss seeing him sleep the whole day away..I even miss screaming at him for bitting my sandals when he was young..



I can shut my eyes and see every part of him..I can start from his long nails and those big bony brown paws that he never quite grew into..I can work my way up his chubby front legs which only looked gold from a distance..close up they were chestnut and brown and every colour in between..I can picture his white fuzzy chest, and how when you rubbed his head ,his tail will wag lazily..and those deep brown eyes that seems to pierce through the coldest of hearts..

I can go on like this for the whole dog..I can tell you about every inch, from the scar spot on his legs to the reason behind his laziness..I can tell you where that tail started from and where it ended up..I can bore anyone who's daft enough to listen on the subject and still have stories to tell..But none of it will ever bring him back..

Boi..u will forever be in my heart and memories..i will never forget you..my only wish now is for u to rest peacefully...u've had a painful past before u entered our household and i hope that u've enjoyed yourself throughout the 3 years in our family..

I will never ever forget u Boi..for u will always..forever..be my Boi..

out of stuff to blog...=.=...

I'm watching AH by afterschool girls when ivan suddenly opened his big mouth...

Ivan : U watching this because they shaking their bodies right?
Kylie: he's a guy u must understand
Ethan: yea la...=.=
Ivan : no..i'm also a girl but..
Ethan: YEA LA UR A GIRL!!!
Ivan : oh fuck...
Kylie: wahahahahahahhahahaha

1st day of college

Went to Taylor's today for my official first day of college education...woke up at 5 30..bathed n everything...went abc at 6 30...ivan picked me up..went ktm...reached taylors 7 30..class starts at 8 05...sat down n chat awhile wid ivan n gerrard..8 oclock...went to class....waited half an hour for the lecturer to appear..and the class was...

was...

was...

WAS..........




cancelled....celaka...1st day of college oso cancel our class...wtf..=.=

beware.....

BEWARE......





FEI SIN PASSED HER INSURANCE AGENT EXAM....N SHE'S FORCING PPL TO BUY!!!BLOCK HER CONTACT..REJECT HER CALLS...

=.="..titleless post

believe it or not..this is the only pic of me n my mom together so far..hahahaha



lol...this is from..last year..a week after spm i think..i look funny...with the mushroom head..hahahahahaha





Now if only i can take a picture with them...=))

my dad...

I just found out tat my dad actually really loves me..i mean..how often does ones dad force his son to watch the eye10 with him at 1 am....currently hiding behind a pillow n writting this blog with my bro's laptop...dont know how many times i've screamed..thx to my WONDERFUL dad which keeps scaring the shit outta me..=.=

tagged...again

THANK YOU AUDREY N WESLEY FOR TAGGING ME....damn u 2..=.=''

How old were you when you had your first relationship?
err...last year..17...XD

Are you taken/single ?
Single ..~~

Do you like anyone right now?
d~u~n~n~o~~

Ever had your heartbroken?
lots of times

Miss anyone right now?
hell yeah~

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Kye lin

Last person to text you?
Hui ying

Last person you saw?
my idiotic sis...

What was the last thing you said to someone?
fuck u~

Who is top in your top friends?
a whole lot of people

Who do you trust the most in your life?
i trust no one~!

Who do you love most?
can i say megan fox?=)...~..and my family of course..kekeke

Ever been in love?
who hasn't?

Who has hurt you the most?
my mum?she dun lemme get piercings...='(

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
yeah...

Are you happy?
for now?yeah~

How many good friends do you have?
erm....alot?

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
nope~

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
uhh..?i dunno...=D

Ever been cheated on?
yeah~

Ever been told someone loved you?
does my parents count?

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
i do it all the time..=D

Not meant it?
yeaaaaa...i dun love u shurong n wc

What is your idea of true love?
True love is when you put your partner's interests above your own. It is when you will do anything the see them happy...a passion that you have for someone that you really care about and that you really want to be with them

Do you believe in love at first sight?
yeah..i fall head over heels with hot babes everywhere i go..=D

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
depends on who n when~

I tag:
1.Kye lin
2.Chun Ning
3.Weng Cheok
4.Samantha
5.All u lifeless people out dere~


hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....=D~

la~la~la~~

Can't believe i stayed up all night writing this stupid thing..It felt like writting an essay for an exam when i wrote this....Wahahahahaha....=.=...This is what happens when people get too much free time...=)

WARNING...EMO POST....READ BELOW WITH CAUTION...=D.....ANY CASUALTIES CAUSED WHILE READING THIS AINT MY FAULT!!!



It is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all..That is what we are told often..however,I can tell you from experience that it can be a disease to your insides,spreading and weakening you..making you want to lock yourself up inside away from the chance of getting hurt again.

I'm not going to be a hypocrite and say that if you just get over it then it won't hurt anymore,and that time is going to fix everything like it's so simple.

It's not that simple.It takes courage to pick yourself up when you've been kicked,it takes guts and it takes self-loving.It takes risk.

I spent years in torment over lost loves,people I planned on making a future with,someone who in the end only looked for a easy way out.At first I let it rip me up,I kept thinking it was my fault,if I had done this or that things would have been different..Maybe they would have..but tormenting yourself over those things can only leave you confused and more broken like it did me.

I can type and talk until I fill the page,you can read it but I know that you'll in the end only do what you wish,because in the end it only matters if your ready to let go or not.

One day,you'll wake up and realize that you've wasted time,precious,wonderful time but don't let it hurt you more,hold your head up high and plunge in when your ready,because your not nothing just because one person doesn't want to be with you.

It hurts to let go of someone you loved so deeply and so unguardly,but sometimes you have to,sometimes it's just better for both of you to let go and stop clinging to something that was,because it can only turn into loathing and pent up anger that you'll take out the second any tiny bit of jealousy hits.Sometimes it's better not to wait.

And it took me a long time to figure that out..I hope you get it faster then I did.Even if you don't get anything I've said and it just goes through one ear and out the other,it doesn't mean that you just like the pain.It simply means your not ready yet,your not ready to let go of everything you knew and thought was real..and that's okay.

It's not a crime to love someone so much that it's hard to let go,don't let anyone put you down for giving your all,because it's always better to be able to say you loved true and got hurt trying to be happy with someone you wanted to be with forever.

It's always better to try.It's always better to forgive.It's always better to not run,but to plunge into the unknown..because..if we don't..it's forever unknown and always a fear.


I'm homer hulk now....Wahahahahahaha

I'm still bored...=/

=/....

damn...bored like..HELL WEI!!!!!!!!



..any solutions to cure my lethal boredness syndrome any1?..=)

oh yeah.....run before i hulk smash u again...XP

RAWR....!!!!

im bored...as in..seriously fcked outta my mind bored...B-O-R-E-D...i probably look like dis now due to the pressure of being too bored...=.=..



now run before i HULK SMASH u...=)

Tagged!!!

tagged by the zucchini audrey n the shark kylie
DIRECTION : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with 16 random things, habits, or goals about you. At last, choose 5 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

1. I'm always bored

2. I tend to get emo-ish when i feel outta place

3. I hate watching soccer..~

4. My house is known as the dog graveyard..(thx to my loving family members
who tend to kill any dogs tat are lucky enough to be adopted by us..^^)

5. I suck at karaoke..anything fragile tends to break when i sing..WAHAHAHHAA

6. I hate being ignored

7. I have a 5-minute attention span..=D

8. I'm not gay...

9. I love chicks..XD..who doesn't

10.I love my family...(i think..)

11.I hate tags...but i still do it out of sheer boredom

12.I love laughing..=)

13.People who usually watch horror movies with me will tell u tat the main attraction
of watchin horror movies with me isn't watchin the movie itself...but it's
watching me scream at every single horror scene..>.<

14.I freak out when im at high places..~

15.Will anyone believe me if i say tat im a silent and reserved type of guy?..o.O

16.I'm still bored....=.=

I tag:

1. Weng Cheok~~
2. Shurong~~
3. Amanda.C~~
4. Can i tag back the people who tagged me?..=)Kylie n Audrey!
5. Every single peep who sees this!

Goodbye Galgal~

My dog..galgal ran out of my house on 2nd january n has been missing ever since...i think she died..=D..i saw boiboi sitting in front of gal gal's cage.i think he misses her too...no more galgal to piss boiboi off..i think he feels very lonely without her :(


Galgal..='(..i miss her...

2009 arrived!!~

Its officially 2009..and..i have no idea which college im going~~but..WHO CARES!!!=D

the carnival was freaking successfull..sold boxes and boxes of nyonya kuih..enough to make me develope a phobia towards it...many thanks to MY workers for learning to address me BOSS after hours of educating them to do so and helping out in MY stall..=D..and now..introducing..(drum rolls)..my workers..:


Weng Cheok n Shurong


Chun Ning(sry forgot to take ur pic...=(..dun kill me plz)


Selishia n Samantha


Audrey n Kye Lin


My sisters and my lazy parents at the back..~


The eye candies of our store...~